The "Rendang Tok" is on the stove and while waiting, I thought .. why not just take a look at the FB. But then, there's nothing interesting there since my last visit at last midnight. So decided to take a peep here...
As am thinking what to jot down... a text msg came in. NR is on MC again.. conjunctivitis. Another situation to handle at work.
And am still contemplating if I should just watch some online drama now or continue thinking of what needs to be done at work by this week or just do stay tune and nothing else....
Well...after 10 mins, it's the latter.
Yesterday, I think I made someone upset. A friend supposed to drop of a parcel but I was stucked in a meeting and didn't notice that I have accidentally mute my phone when I was in rush to catch the LB. And the whole time I was in the meeting...I didn't even dare to take a peep at my phone cos' the LB was so engaged and focused and I couldn't bring myself to pick it up. Silly me!!! That poor friend of mine had to wait for almost 10 mins at the lobby and tried to nego with the guard to allow the parcel to be left behind but failed.
I only noticed 20 mins later, as I was walking down the building with LB- that it's too late. There were 6 missed calls and 3 texts! I would have pissed of at myself too.. who wouldn't?!!! So sorry friend..the next time we meet up, I'll buy you lunch!
Sometimes I think, even though I keep saying that I could control myself but in actual fact... I hate to admit that I failed most of the times. But am determined with the new resolution which I came out with 2 days ago... I will definitely in whatever situation, stop working and leave by 7pm!
Obviously, I was not very successful at my first attempt yesterday...but at least I stopped at 7.30pm and left an hour later. Today... will be the day! It is definitely the day...no more argument! Out of sudden, am singing "I will Survive" in my head! WTF??
And off to check on the cooking and get ready for work.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Nothing In Particular
This is about nothing in particular. Just feeling like putting down whatever came across my mind at this point of time. I do not want to flash back but just trying to hold on to this moment and endeavour the feeling. Well, there's nothing... honestly. It's just a blank.. an empty feeling.
I was dragged into sort of "planning" activities for a mini gathering with old school mates and at the same time, trying to get away from the tiredness.. I've drank 2 mugs of coffee this morning and still... they don't help much. I'm denying myself for a nap which I should have had early noon today...erkk that's depriving right? At the same time, am thinking when will I get the courage to on my laptop and start working on the project review slide pack and also complete the project charter? I can't even tell if I would get the answer at all by today... sad? No?
I also wonder, wouldn't it be nice if I just take the kids out to the park and get some sweat after 2 horrible weeks at work? But then, I need to get rid of the dizziness or more like headaches before we go right? Otherwise it wouldn't be fun and I might spoil the kids fun too? Yes?
And there is also a feeling , well almost like a need.. to go and do some retail therapy. However, don't think that my bank account balance could support it...it's almost hit the min balance required to retain the account! So, perhaps I could still go for window shopping but after the whole day in KLCC yesterday, I don't think I could go to another mall today..knees and ankles are definitely complaining out loud to me right now.
Oh ya, and there are 2 basket full of clean clothes which are screaming for my attention. "Hey! You... please stack us all up nicely, it's pretty suffocating in these baskets!". And there are another one big bin..crying out for me to get rid of the contents for it can't stand the filthiness within them. It's called the "laundry bin"!
And this craving which I've been having since morning... I'm craving for foods.. crunchy, sweet stuffs!
I was dragged into sort of "planning" activities for a mini gathering with old school mates and at the same time, trying to get away from the tiredness.. I've drank 2 mugs of coffee this morning and still... they don't help much. I'm denying myself for a nap which I should have had early noon today...erkk that's depriving right? At the same time, am thinking when will I get the courage to on my laptop and start working on the project review slide pack and also complete the project charter? I can't even tell if I would get the answer at all by today... sad? No?
I also wonder, wouldn't it be nice if I just take the kids out to the park and get some sweat after 2 horrible weeks at work? But then, I need to get rid of the dizziness or more like headaches before we go right? Otherwise it wouldn't be fun and I might spoil the kids fun too? Yes?
And there is also a feeling , well almost like a need.. to go and do some retail therapy. However, don't think that my bank account balance could support it...it's almost hit the min balance required to retain the account! So, perhaps I could still go for window shopping but after the whole day in KLCC yesterday, I don't think I could go to another mall today..knees and ankles are definitely complaining out loud to me right now.
Oh ya, and there are 2 basket full of clean clothes which are screaming for my attention. "Hey! You... please stack us all up nicely, it's pretty suffocating in these baskets!". And there are another one big bin..crying out for me to get rid of the contents for it can't stand the filthiness within them. It's called the "laundry bin"!
And this craving which I've been having since morning... I'm craving for foods.. crunchy, sweet stuffs!
After giving all these 2 solid hours of thought, I decided on /did the followings:-
- Prepared sausage rolls for tea
- Folded and tucked away the cleaned clothes
- Emptied the laundry bin
- Going to take a quick shower
- Will take the kids out for a ride to ?
- Cook for tomorrows' meals
- Start working on my project's review slide pack and project charter ( If I don't pass out before 10pm)
And here I thought this would be for nothing in particular??!! I'm definitely out of my mind!!
Monday, August 17, 2009
Life Goes On
Life goes on...A common phrase in our life. My life does go on without any entry here for a couple of moons now. Nevertheless, ton of things happened. Lets do a quick flashback...
My little one was admitted in hospital for 9 days due to Cellulitis on the back of his left calf. He had to go through a surgery and the wound was left opened. It requires daily dressing and we are still commuting back and forth to the hospital now for his daily dressing.
My fridge broke down again for the 2nd time within 4 months. We decided, it's too expensive to send in for repair and go with a brand new instead which costs us more than RM2K! The sad part is the broken one was sold off at RM50 ONLY!!! Felt like pulling my hair out but kept telling myself...to just let it go. Afterall, it has been 8 years old, eventhough hubby said it should have lasted for another 2 years.
My kitchen renovation should have taken place this week but I have to postpone it for the 2nd time due to my children's health. Q is down with fever and of course the brother's open wound doesn't help much. Thought of having the contractor to come in a week after, but it will be Ramadhan! Thus, it has to be after Eid! Arghhh...can't believe that after months of planning, I have to wait a couple of months long again just to get the sink top fixed.
At least, there's something good I could mentioned here...I have at last managed to come out with some sample of cookies. My sis has been asking for them for months now. Not that I do not want to make any but with the sagas of my life for the past couple of months... I just couldn't find the time to make them. And as I was baking them, I thought that I might as well bake some for hubby's and myself. My first attempt to really venture into baking business. Can't wait to see the response from others. Erkkk or to be more specific... NERVOUS!
Am back stationed at the office after 4.5 years being at client's site. It feels a bit different and I still have to get my head around it. But honestly, it doesn't feel that great..in fact I think I'm more stressed now than before. Why??? Hmmm...I believe, it has been fated that I have to work hard for the rest of my life? No?... Sounds crappy isn't it? LOL.
My little one was admitted in hospital for 9 days due to Cellulitis on the back of his left calf. He had to go through a surgery and the wound was left opened. It requires daily dressing and we are still commuting back and forth to the hospital now for his daily dressing.
My fridge broke down again for the 2nd time within 4 months. We decided, it's too expensive to send in for repair and go with a brand new instead which costs us more than RM2K! The sad part is the broken one was sold off at RM50 ONLY!!! Felt like pulling my hair out but kept telling myself...to just let it go. Afterall, it has been 8 years old, eventhough hubby said it should have lasted for another 2 years.
My kitchen renovation should have taken place this week but I have to postpone it for the 2nd time due to my children's health. Q is down with fever and of course the brother's open wound doesn't help much. Thought of having the contractor to come in a week after, but it will be Ramadhan! Thus, it has to be after Eid! Arghhh...can't believe that after months of planning, I have to wait a couple of months long again just to get the sink top fixed.
At least, there's something good I could mentioned here...I have at last managed to come out with some sample of cookies. My sis has been asking for them for months now. Not that I do not want to make any but with the sagas of my life for the past couple of months... I just couldn't find the time to make them. And as I was baking them, I thought that I might as well bake some for hubby's and myself. My first attempt to really venture into baking business. Can't wait to see the response from others. Erkkk or to be more specific... NERVOUS!
Am back stationed at the office after 4.5 years being at client's site. It feels a bit different and I still have to get my head around it. But honestly, it doesn't feel that great..in fact I think I'm more stressed now than before. Why??? Hmmm...I believe, it has been fated that I have to work hard for the rest of my life? No?... Sounds crappy isn't it? LOL.
Monday, June 01, 2009
A letter to Hubby on 8th Anniversary
My dear beloved hubby,
Wow...time really flies. We've been married for 8 years??? (Thought it was longer than that ... hahahah *just kidding!).
Anyway, I want you to know that it has been a very wonderful and lovely 8th years of marriage. I never gave any thought on what kind of marriage I look for but one thing that I am sure of is... this is the marriage that I want and happy with. It's normal to have opposite views and things like that which sometimes could lead to small little tiny fights but I guess what counts is the love that we share.
Btw, thanks for the most beautiful & biggest bouquet of flowers I ever received! They're really lovely ( but you should have bought a vase for it too..hehe).
Thank you so much for your love and patience. I look forward to celebrating our 50th Anniversary in 42 years (if we are still around, of course! Hehe..).
Loves
Your-talk-too-much-but-kind-hearted-wife. ;-)
Wow...time really flies. We've been married for 8 years??? (Thought it was longer than that ... hahahah *just kidding!).
Anyway, I want you to know that it has been a very wonderful and lovely 8th years of marriage. I never gave any thought on what kind of marriage I look for but one thing that I am sure of is... this is the marriage that I want and happy with. It's normal to have opposite views and things like that which sometimes could lead to small little tiny fights but I guess what counts is the love that we share.
Btw, thanks for the most beautiful & biggest bouquet of flowers I ever received! They're really lovely ( but you should have bought a vase for it too..hehe).
Thank you so much for your love and patience. I look forward to celebrating our 50th Anniversary in 42 years (if we are still around, of course! Hehe..).
Loves
Your-talk-too-much-but-kind-hearted-wife. ;-)
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