Nothing In Particular

This is about nothing in particular. Just feeling like putting down whatever came across my mind at this point of time. I do not want to flash back but just trying to hold on to this moment and endeavour the feeling. Well, there's nothing... honestly. It's just a blank.. an empty feeling.

I was dragged into sort of "planning" activities for a mini gathering with old school mates and at the same time, trying to get away from the tiredness.. I've drank 2 mugs of coffee this morning and still... they don't help much. I'm denying myself for a nap which I should have had early noon today...erkk that's depriving right? At the same time, am thinking when will I get the courage to on my laptop and start working on the project review slide pack and also complete the project charter? I can't even tell if I would get the answer at all by today... sad? No?

I also wonder, wouldn't it be nice if I just take the kids out to the park and get some sweat after 2 horrible weeks at work? But then, I need to get rid of the dizziness or more like headaches before we go right? Otherwise it wouldn't be fun and I might spoil the kids fun too? Yes?

And there is also a feeling , well almost like a need.. to go and do some retail therapy. However, don't think that my bank account balance could support it...it's almost hit the min balance required to retain the account! So, perhaps I could still go for window shopping but after the whole day in KLCC yesterday, I don't think I could go to another mall today..knees and ankles are definitely complaining out loud to me right now.

Oh ya, and there are 2 basket full of clean clothes which are screaming for my attention. "Hey! You... please stack us all up nicely, it's pretty suffocating in these baskets!". And there are another one big bin..crying out for me to get rid of the contents for it can't stand the filthiness within them. It's called the "laundry bin"!

And this craving which I've been having since morning... I'm craving for foods.. crunchy, sweet stuffs!

After giving all these 2 solid hours of thought, I decided on /did the followings:-

1. Prepared sausage rolls for tea
2. Folded and tucked away the cleaned clothes
3. Emptied the laundry bin
4. Going to take a quick shower
5. Will take the kids out for a ride to ?
6. Cook for tomorrows' meals
7. Start working on my project's review slide pack and project charter ( If I don't pass out before 10pm)

And here I thought this would be for nothing in particular??!! I'm definitely out of my mind!!