Nothing In Particular

This is about nothing in particular. Just feeling like putting down whatever came across my mind at this point of time. I do not want to flash back but just trying to hold on to this moment and endeavour the feeling. Well, there's nothing... honestly. It's just a blank.. an empty feeling.

I was dragged into sort of "planning" activities for a mini gathering with old school mates and at the same time, trying to get away from the tiredness.. I've drank 2 mugs of coffee this morning and still... they don't help much. I'm denying myself for a nap which I should have had early noon today...erkk that's depriving right? At the same time, am thinking when will I get the courage to on my laptop and start working on the project review slide pack and also complete the project charter? I can't even tell if I would get the answer at all by today... sad? No?

I also wonder, wouldn't it be nice if I just take the kids out to the park and get some sweat after 2 horrible weeks at work? But then, I need to get rid of the dizziness or more like headaches before we go right? Otherwise it wouldn't be fun and I might spoil the kids fun too? Yes?

And there is also a feeling , well almost like a need.. to go and do some retail therapy. However, don't think that my bank account balance could support it...it's almost hit the min balance required to retain the account! So, perhaps I could still go for window shopping but after the whole day in KLCC yesterday, I don't think I could go to another mall today..knees and ankles are definitely complaining out loud to me right now.

Oh ya, and there are 2 basket full of clean clothes which are screaming for my attention. "Hey! You... please stack us all up nicely, it's pretty suffocating in these baskets!". And there are another one big bin..crying out for me to get rid of the contents for it can't stand the filthiness within them. It's called the "laundry bin"!

And this craving which I've been having since morning... I'm craving for foods.. crunchy, sweet stuffs!

After giving all these 2 solid hours of thought, I decided on /did the followings:-

1. Prepared sausage rolls for tea
2. Folded and tucked away the cleaned clothes
3. Emptied the laundry bin
4. Going to take a quick shower
5. Will take the kids out for a ride to ?
6. Cook for tomorrows' meals
7. Start working on my project's review slide pack and project charter ( If I don't pass out before 10pm)

And here I thought this would be for nothing in particular??!! I'm definitely out of my mind!!

Life Goes On

Life goes on...A common phrase in our life. My life does go on without any entry here for a couple of moons now. Nevertheless, ton of things happened. Lets do a quick flashback...

My little one was admitted in hospital for 9 days due to Cellulitis on the back of his left calf. He had to go through a surgery and the wound was left opened. It requires daily dressing and we are still commuting back and forth to the hospital now for his daily dressing.

My fridge broke down again for the 2nd time within 4 months. We decided, it's too expensive to send in for repair and go with a brand new instead which costs us more than RM2K! The sad part is the broken one was sold off at RM50 ONLY!!! Felt like pulling my hair out but kept telling myself...to just let it go. Afterall, it has been 8 years old, eventhough hubby said it should have lasted for another 2 years.

My kitchen renovation should have taken place this week but I have to postpone it for the 2nd time due to my children's health. Q is down with fever and of course the brother's open wound doesn't help much. Thought of having the contractor to come in a week after, but it will be Ramadhan! Thus, it has to be after Eid! Arghhh...can't believe that after months of planning, I have to wait a couple of months long again just to get the sink top fixed.

At least, there's something good I could mentioned here...I have at last managed to come out with some sample of cookies. My sis has been asking for them for months now. Not that I do not want to make any but with the sagas of my life for the past couple of months... I just couldn't find the time to make them. And as I was baking them, I thought that I might as well bake some for hubby's and myself. My first attempt to really venture into baking business. Can't wait to see the response from others. Erkkk or to be more specific... NERVOUS!

Am back stationed at the office after 4.5 years being at client's site. It feels a bit different and I still have to get my head around it. But honestly, it doesn't feel that great..in fact I think I'm more stressed now than before. Why??? Hmmm...I believe, it has been fated that I have to work hard for the rest of my life? No?... Sounds crappy isn't it? LOL.

A letter to Hubby on 8th Anniversary

My dear beloved hubby,

Wow...time really flies. We've been married for 8 years??? (Thought it was longer than that ... hahahah *just kidding!).

Anyway, I want you to know that it has been a very wonderful and lovely 8th years of marriage. I never gave any thought on what kind of marriage I look for but one thing that I am sure of is... this is the marriage that I want and happy with. It's normal to have opposite views and things like that which sometimes could lead to small little tiny fights but I guess what counts is the love that we share.

Btw, thanks for the most beautiful & biggest bouquet of flowers I ever received! They're really lovely ( but you should have bought a vase for it too..hehe).

Thank you so much for your love and patience. I look forward to celebrating our 50th Anniversary in 42 years (if we are still around, of course! Hehe..).

Loves
Your-talk-too-much-but-kind-hearted-wife. ;-)

Does all man think the same?

Last Friday...when I was "forced" to stay at work till 11pm and was still online on YM, I came acrossed an old good friend who said something to me that makes me ponder for two nights now.

He said something along the line...if he were to be married to me, he would have looked for another wife long time ago ! He thinks that I spend too much time at work and that I might have neglected my duty as a wife and mother.

Does all man think the same? Does my hubby think so too?