Unwritten

I am unwritten,
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning
The pen's in my hand
Ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inihibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition
Sometimes my tries
Are outside the lines
We've been conditioned
To not make mistakes
But I can't live that way

Ouchh! I really love the words of this song by Natasha Beddingfield. - Unwritten. Between the lines, there are some rationale and I do think that's how we should lead our life. Perhaps others do not see it that way, but this is my 2 cents. I should live my life with my arms wide open...for they are many uncertainties in life.

I tried to look back in the past and analyze whether I have done that, lived my life to the fullest and opened. Gheee... I surely think so but I do have second thought at times. Anyhow, lets not go there. As I said, I'm not sure what to write but I'm denifitely not gonna write about the history of my life here.

These days, I have been thinking alot about the future. Where will I be in 10 years. Will I still be leading the same life? Hmmm...hard to say... that's the unwritten part of ones book.

Hey...enough with this monolog. I want to move into something else. Ok, lets see....

I feel like going out today...but till now, I'm still sitting in my room infront of this blog. Q is sleeping and I promised to take her to the park this morning but I woke up late. On top of that, she started to have running nose this morning. So, just watch out Doc... I might be paying you a visit soon... *sigh*

I didn't make it to the gym for 2 weeks now. Was busy for the past 2 weeks but I do not have any reason for this weekend. Am just being too lazy...I guess. I must start again next week and there shouldn't be any more execuses...(eventhough I know that I will denifitely find one later....).

In 2 weeks I will have to go for a business trip for aweek or about 9 days (inclusive of travelling days). In all honesty, I'm looking forward for the trip as I have not been to the South America before. However, the only thing that's killing me is... I have to leave Q behind. Gotta send her off to my parent's and I just can't imagine how would she take it.

So, perhaps the future updates will be on my trips. Put up some pics from the trips... and pen down some experiences being in foreign countries. Well, I think that's not so bad idea after all huh?...

Alright...that's about it for now. Perhaps, if I feel like blogging again tonite, I will post something later.......