Grumble...Dumple

Wushhh...am flat on my back now. Sleep late…Woke up early and all due to the paperwork that I need to submit by Friday! Even in my sleep, I was thinking about work! Got to do something about it… I can’t let it in to my head; I will not repeat the history.

Oh yeah! Something really, extremely embarrassing happened yesterday at work… but I just want to keep it to myself… It is funny but yet it’s so damn embarrassing! Just want to jot this down…so that, in the future I could recall this memento. Ghee…never thought that it would happen to me! Though there were many attempts in the past.

It was really sucks in the office as there were many issues with regards to the traveling plan. I have to go back and forth getting feedbacks and info. And today…it started all over again. Back to square one! Sometimes, I wonder how people manage an organization without proper procedures in place. Weirdo huh! Am too tired to think for them!

I have so many items in my TO DO LIST for today. Sometimes, don’t you wish you have more than 24 hours a day? That’s what I wish for today or on many other days in the past.

And I have so many items in my TO BUY LIST for this weekend. Wonder what my hubby has to say about this. He will be annoyed…definitely! Hahaha… sorry can’t help it.

Btw, today is the first day, I changed Q hairstyle. I made her a bun instead of a pony tail. She looks so adorable! Even the teachers complimented her cuteness and my creativity (Hey… I deserve the credits too right! LOL). She has been telling my hubby and me that she wanted to see the “Over The Hedge” movie this weekend. And the request comes in every single day for the past 4 days. I guess it will stop once she gets it. Lately, I noticed that she has learned to put up a request on me. She will say “Q wants this….. Q wants that…” to each commercial break on TV that catches her eyes. It’s an alarming changes!!!

Ouchh... got to end now. Hungry like hell and got to get ready for work and pick Q up from school.

The AM Post

Being awhile since last I woke up for work in the morning. The weird thing is, I woke up around the same time as I always do each morning… about 6.45am…but somehow, knowing that I need to be in the office by 9am…distracted me. Used to the flexi hours very much…and I really enjoy it. Always manage to have a lay back morning and able to do tons of chores before leaving for work… These two days, none of that was possible.

And again, it’s impossible for me to make it to the gym… *sigh* (this is genuine). Let’s try to make it tomorrow... My back is aching; I guess this is the impact from sitting too long in front of PC. I think I read somewhere that, a man died after spending 16 hours non-stop in front of PC due to heart failure… Ghee… I do not want that to happen to me…

Yesterday, I thought of leaving the office by 6pm. But ended up… I left around 7.15pm. Hah! My flight is confirmed. Am flying off on 3^rd June, at 10:40 am and will reach GIG on 4^th June at 7:40am. Sounds like a short distance journey huh… but, it is about 28 hour’s journey all the way. We have the advantage as Malaysia is ahead by 14 hours. But then, later I will leave GIG on 9^th June at 3.45 pm and reach KL on 11^th June at 7:10 pm. Hah! How does that sound? Oh dear! I hate long hours on plane. I definitely go dizzy.

Our timeline this round is really tight and the team (inclusive of myself of course), will be working our butts off for the next 3 months. Just have to make sure that none of us jump out from the building during this period…because the tendency is very high.

My significant half is worry about me going to the South America. He mentioned about a riot that’s happening down there. But I guess, if the situation is worsening, the company will definitely not going to let us go. Which mean, at the moment, situation is under control. I think there will be somebody meeting us on the ground when we arrive.

Oh yeah! I got to leave…got to get ready for work and send Q off to school. We’ll touch base again.

Unwritten

I am unwritten,
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning
The pen's in my hand
Ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inihibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition
Sometimes my tries
Are outside the lines
We've been conditioned
To not make mistakes
But I can't live that way

Ouchh! I really love the words of this song by Natasha Beddingfield. - Unwritten. Between the lines, there are some rationale and I do think that's how we should lead our life. Perhaps others do not see it that way, but this is my 2 cents. I should live my life with my arms wide open...for they are many uncertainties in life.

I tried to look back in the past and analyze whether I have done that, lived my life to the fullest and opened. Gheee... I surely think so but I do have second thought at times. Anyhow, lets not go there. As I said, I'm not sure what to write but I'm denifitely not gonna write about the history of my life here.

These days, I have been thinking alot about the future. Where will I be in 10 years. Will I still be leading the same life? Hmmm...hard to say... that's the unwritten part of ones book.

Hey...enough with this monolog. I want to move into something else. Ok, lets see....

I feel like going out today...but till now, I'm still sitting in my room infront of this blog. Q is sleeping and I promised to take her to the park this morning but I woke up late. On top of that, she started to have running nose this morning. So, just watch out Doc... I might be paying you a visit soon... *sigh*

I didn't make it to the gym for 2 weeks now. Was busy for the past 2 weeks but I do not have any reason for this weekend. Am just being too lazy...I guess. I must start again next week and there shouldn't be any more execuses...(eventhough I know that I will denifitely find one later....).

In 2 weeks I will have to go for a business trip for aweek or about 9 days (inclusive of travelling days). In all honesty, I'm looking forward for the trip as I have not been to the South America before. However, the only thing that's killing me is... I have to leave Q behind. Gotta send her off to my parent's and I just can't imagine how would she take it.

So, perhaps the future updates will be on my trips. Put up some pics from the trips... and pen down some experiences being in foreign countries. Well, I think that's not so bad idea after all huh?...

Alright...that's about it for now. Perhaps, if I feel like blogging again tonite, I will post something later.......

The Life

This is not my first blog. I have a blog earlier but somehow along the way, I don't really feel like using that blog anymore. Hmmm.. there's no particular reason behind this decision but I guess, I just wanna keep it that way...

Ok, I have not really decided what to write here... but I think I just let it flow. I have been wanting to set up a new blog for like a year but the urgency is greater today for no reason. I was just sitting infront of this desktop and surfing the net. Took a peep at one of my old cyberfriend's blog and my old blog... then out of sudden, I feel like blogging again.

Hmm... there are many things that one wants in life. And sometimes, all you get is frustration. But I guess that what's life is all about. Mine is nothing less. There are lot of things that I wanna do and achieve but at times, they seem to be so hard to get . One thing that I find so difficult to do is complaning. It's not that I don't wanna do it but it's due to the situation. Situations that are created by myself...thus complaining about it won't help. It might hurts or annoys other people...and that's the last thing I wanna do. I have done that enough especially to those who are closed to me.

There are times, when I think things would be better if I .... have done this... or done that instead of ....Regrets. Yeah... I always have regrets. Damnn.... I hate that feeling! I really got alot of things to be improved... but how? Hmmm...would it take me eternity to find it out?

Huh... enough of tonite. I might have mental block if I don't stop writing now. It's late and I just finished talking to my cyberfriend... It was a good chat. In comparison to his, perhaps my life is not bad after all... I should learn to be more thankful to HIM, The Almighty.